Every time it seems whenever I opened up my heart
Some guy was doing something and tearing me apart
It started oh so long ago when I was seventeen
And I have aged a lifetime, but I’m only twenty-three
I’ve got a little girl with six candles on her cake
I bought it at the grocery store I don’t have time to bake
She’s going to her party in a dress of pure white lace
I love to see her smiling and her oh so perfect face
I’ve struggled through this world they had so many names
The kind of boys who thought that I was just a game
And it doesn’t matter if I loved them
No matter what they say
It doesn’t matter if I loved them
‘Cause now I hate them all the same
I remember my first lover I felt the pain and loved the sweat
The day he left my life I lost my first big bet
I’ve tried and tried so many times to find a stand up man
All I ever seem to get is another grabbing hand
My girlfriends went off to college and left me here behind
I’m pouring beers and paying rent and stretching every dime
Deep within my soul I long for Valentines
And every other month I fall for some old line
I’ve struggled through this world they had so many names
The kind of boys who thought that I was just a game
And it doesn’t matter if I loved them
No matter what they say
It doesn’t matter if I loved them
‘Cause now I hate them all the same
Every time it seems whenever I opened up my heart
Some guy was doing something and tearing me apart
It started oh so long ago when I was seventeen
And I have aged a lifetime, but I’m only thirty three
My lovely little girl who now is sweet sixteen
She made a pledge to me a pledge of purity
My prayers go up to heaven don’t make my same mistake
I’ve got your back my girl me and my thirty eight
I’ve struggled through this world they had so many names
The kind of boys who thought that I was just a game
And it doesn’t matter if I loved them
No matter what they say
‘And it doesn’t matter if I loved them
‘Cause now I hate them all the same
I’ve struggled through this world they had so many names
The kind of boys who thought that I was just a game
And it doesn’t matter if I loved them
No matter what they say
‘And it doesn’t matter if I loved them
‘Cause now I hate them all the same
© 2013 Paul Mize, Hauk Heimdallsman, Erin Muir